The Italian Dom: Mafia Enemies to Lovers Arranged Marriage Age Gap Romance (Forbidden Cruel Italians Book 3) by N.J. Adel

Author:N.J. Adel [Adel, N.J.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Salacious Queen Publishing
Published: 2021-09-02T23:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER 28

Nicky

One more thing to add to the list of things this asshole had ruined for me. My life, my favorite movie, my favorite color and now Italy. The first time I travel to Europe—anywhere—I spent the day, locked in a room, bound, naked, cold, hungry and humiliated.

People went to Italy to eat and fuck. I didn’t get to do either. Instead, I was used to satisfy the sick fantasies of my husband-captor son of a bitch where he got to have his release and I didn’t. Then I was covered in his cum that wasn’t only disgusting but also the smell, no matter how hard I tried to ignore it or remind myself how much I hated him, kept me horny all the time—along with the sight of him sprawled naked on the bed a few inches away from me—with no chance to give myself an orgasm.

God, why did the people we hated the most always look like that? Fucking gorgeous and hot…and really well hung. I missed my vibrator.

I missed a lot of things. My sister, Nick, my apartment and my sane self that didn’t need to focus on her libido to avoid acknowledging the fact that she was a captive to a monster who tortured and killed people for a living. That he was going to torture her, too, to use her body every day for his sick pleasure, to break and ruin her beyond repair. Just like the monster before him.

Denial. My superpower.

You and I have serious issues, Nicky. Living in denial for years, pretending to be normal would never make them go away. A woman like me needs a man like Tino, one who isn’t afraid of the darkness, one who would do whatever it takes to protect me, one who knows when to take the lead, to push me to my limits and show me my truth with no judgment, one who understands and embraces every single urge and desire I have, one who is so fucking powerful he can replace the marks the monster left on my soul.

Lina’s words echoed in my ears all of a sudden. She was trying to convince me Domenico was right for me like Tino was for her. That I should give him a chance. That someone like me would only feel good with a man like him. And now, betraying me just like my body, my mind was doing the same. Great timing. Another trick my mind loved to play. Another way to cope with the atrocious things about to happen to me. To survive.

I shook my head, squeezing my eyes closed, refusing to listen. Not because Lina chose the dark path I should follow, too.

But she’s happy.

True. But only because she didn’t know any better. Because her mind had been playing games on her, just like mine was doing now. Because it was the only way to survive because I failed to protect her.

But no. I wouldn’t make the same mistake twice.

All my silly thoughts had gone.

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